Blessed Be, And Merry Part
Tenshi decided that she didn't want to be freinds with me anymore, as you may or may not know. Because we wrote two spoffs about ourselves, it seemed a pitty to just stop writeing them. So I figured I'd write one more on my own, about the end of our freindship. Neat, ne? This one is a little diffrent than the others, however. Blessed Be, and Merry Part takes place in our own dimention and I'm portraying everyone the way they really are, not so much of the comedy. Let's face it, real life can't be that funny all the time. Now this isn't exactly what happened, but it's not far fetched either. It isn't even the whole story. I used real conversations , etc. that I've had as a basis. And don't get the wrong idea, the pourpose of this story isn't to dog anyone. I'm simply telling a story, from my perception, and portraying myself as a person, not a comical, sadistic, goof. For ONCE.
"How's it goin'?" Evil Sandra D asked Oni-chan, who was at her lockar.
"Everything's just peachy. Real DANDY!!" she answered, zipping her bookbag.
"Okay, what happened?"
"That fucking bitch happened."
"Oh great...what bitch?"
"Tenshi." Oni said gravely, walking into the bathroom. "I figured everyone knew by now."
The short blonde followed her freind into the bathroom.
"Well, you could say Sam tipped me off."
"After the hysterics I threw yesterday in front of him, I'm not suprised. I think I scared him and Jose shitless."
"I don't get it, Oni, You guys are so close!"
"Were. We were really close."
"Is there anything I can do?"
"Know any good hitmen?" she laughed at Sandra D's expression "You know I'm not serious. I'm just mad...and hurt...and betrayed...and-"
"I get the picture, hon."
"Sorry, Sandra D. Don't wanna dump all this on ya."
"It's okay. What are freinds for? So tell me what happened?"
"She sent me an email. Couldn't even do it to my face. Coward." she scoffed "And it said she didn't want to be my freind anymore. She said I've changed. Like she hasn't?! Dear God, that's stupid. Oh, and this one's a doozie! She sad she hoped I could get on with my life without her. Conceted! I mean, she always had a bit of it in her, but who hasn't? Ugh! And then the whole 'God wants me to do this' thing. I just laughed. She can't even own up to her own actions. Trys to put the blame on God. Just like she told Sam I was trying to bring her to the 'Darkside'. Justification! It's all so stupid, a cerade! She couldn't just say, 'My boyfreind is more important than you'. No! She has to go on saying she was afraid I was worshiping Satan or something. I don't really worship Satan, and she knows that! I'm a Gnostic Christian! Oh! The nerve!! Then she has my Mom give me a note that says God doesn't hear my prayers because I'm 'haveing fun with his enemy'. There's so much B.S. in that one statement...What does she think she was doing with Derf every Saturday night? Haveing a prayer session with Billy Gram?!"
Throughout the speech, Oni-chan paced back in forth across the room, waveing her hands about in gesture.
"Whoa...I'm senseing some agression."
"No joke. And to think this is after I've already callemed down. I hated that I had to go home yesterday. You know I hate running from my problems...I just lost it. She was my best freind..." as she spoke she leaned against the white cinder-block wall and slid down it into a sitting position. "Oh don't get me wrong, Sandra D, you're a great freind too! I just...you know."
"Yeah, I know." she smiled.
"And now the whole group'll probably split. They shouldn't have to choose, that would be stupid too."
"Say what?" Mariah poked her head around the corner.
"Hey." both of the previous occupents greeted her.
"Don't worry about it. If that happens, their loss, you know? Just keep going like you normaly do." the taller one comforted.
"You're right. Shoot, I've been playing this game since I was born, you know Dad...he...he used to...and I...with my dad and stuff." She finished quietly.
"Common." Sandra D helped Oni-chan to her feet. "Let's go to class."
***
"It's still hard to beleive Tenshi is behaveing this way." Oni-chan's mom said, looking ahead of herself, stearing their mini van through the traffic.
"I know." Oni watched the lady in the car next to them, who was primly fixing her hair in the rear view mirror.
"I'm afraid the world works like that though."
"Trust me, Mom, I figured that one out. I always knew she had it in her, but...she was my best freind. She should have been the one person I could trust."
"Yeah..."
They were silent for a few moments before Oni spooke up again.
"You think I'll ever have another close freind, Mom?"
"What do you think?"
"Not like Tenshi, anyway. I have other 'sisters' and 'brothers', that I'm close to...but I'll never get that close. It's too dangerous."
"I find that's better in the long run. You can't depend on one person too much, like I said a while back..."
"Here comes the 'I told you so'...Mom, you were right."
"Of course, I'm Mom."
***
"Hey, Mariah. What's up?" Oni spoke into the telephone.
"Wanna go horseback rideing Saturday?"
"Sure. I'll have to ask Mom first though."
"Allright, that's cool. What you up to?"
"Cleaning up my room. Came across all these notes from middle and high school. The things we talked about seem kinda trivial now."
"Well, you get older and that stuff doesn't matter much anymore."
"Yes, oh all-knowing Guru. So, what are you up to?"
*OWARI*
Anything But You By Coal Chamber
sweetened possesive farce. our saints become sparce.
and now its an option to be transparent. so in your heart that it's inherant.
now that you've found your wings(you want to fly).
now that I've done those things(you've said goodbye).
It would be ample if only you'd trample. what you could not choke in life.
Choke Choke Choke Choke.
now that you've sold your soul. what was the human toll?
and oh your sacrifice(your sacrifice).
? and oh what my human vice(you were).
It would be ample if only you'd trample. what you could not choke in life.
Choke Choke Choke Choke.
I could be anyone. I could be anything except for you.
except for you. anything except for you.
no, anything to be a lie it didnt rain twice.
the clouds are over my head but i'm not dead yet.
I could be anyone. I could be anything except for you.
except for you. anything except for you.
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